i didnt know that putting pictures in a folder messed them all up but now i know and i fixed it :D. when i write in all lowercase im writing on neocities instead of just a google doc and pasting it here.
tried following a building tutorial for an easy survival house on minecraft and i spent 10 minutes trying to figure out the roof alone with stairs and stuff and just gave up. i wish i enjoyed games like i did as a kid but im too angry and impatient now ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა. i only spend my time listening to music and scrolling twitter. ive been trying to read more lately and my attention span has increased a little maybe but not much. i wish i could write or draw or do something creative and productive. whenever i try doing anything i get exhausted and more depressed after doing it. i havent even done something simple like watch a movie in over a month. last movie i saw was bones and all i liked it, first cannibal movie ive seen b4 i think. thought it was gonna be really gross but didnt affect me much. i never know when to use affect or effect and i look it up everytime and never remember im not gonna look it up rn.
need something to do that wont make me want to kms. and i need more scenerios to think about before i fall asleep i always use the same ones anymore. when i was younger i remember often imagining camping with someone in a cave while it was raining outside and night out. idk why that was comforting to me caves have bears and bugs. ive never been ina cave before.
i need a class on social skills and/or writing but i think the way i write and speak is a permanent part of my personality and a symptom of my low iq.